First a Cat... And Now I've Manifested a Daughter! The Law of Attraction is Real!
Many years ago I desired adopting a cat. However, my best friend/ roommate was very much against it. He didn't like cats at all. He told me that if I got a cat he would move out and that would be the end of our relationship. I was very upset. So I asked him... what if a cat just showed up at our front door? Would you turn the cat away? Mind you... we lived on the 4th floor of an apartment building. The chances of any cat knocking on our door was pretty much non existent. So my friend looked at me rolling his eyes a bit and said "Sure, if a cat shows up at the door we can keep him or her." I was excited because now I knew that there was a chance... no matter how slim that chance was... I knew that a cat could possibly show up at our door at any moment....and I would patiently await for that moment to arrive!
Now back then I didn't practice reiki or anything spiritual, magical or mystical. Well, I was painting sacred geometry at the time... So that's something... However I was barely even aware of the law of attraction. I was a spiritual infant compared to what I've become today. However, as I quietly wept to myself I thought... I would like a cat to show up at my door. I want it to be litter trained, have all it's shots and be spayed or neutered. That would make things a lot easier! So perhaps not a kitten... but a cat that's a bit older....but still relatively young!
It must've been days later...or a week? I can't remember... But it was around 2am that my friend told me that he heard a cat crying at the front door. I thought he was messing with me. Why would a cat be crying outside our door at 2 in the morning? I ignored him but he told me again that a cat was crying outside the door. Okay, whatever... So I went to open the door... and to my absolute astonishment a grey and white tuxedo cat walked right into our apartment! He was a little older than a kitten... his head was still a bit big for his body! But he was beautiful and we immediately bonded. Long story short... he belonged to a neighbor who lived in the building next to me. This neighbor told me that he lost his cat months earlier! I guess he ran out the door one day and never came back! Well, that's his personality, he loves taking walks outside! So the neighbor came over to my apartment with all of the cat's paperwork and told me I could keep him! And what would you know... This cat already had all of his shots and he was neutered! And ofcourse he was litter trained! I put in my order with the universe and days later Roscoe arrived! That was almost 13 or 14 years ago! And because of Roscoe my best guy friend/ roommate now loves cats. We actually ended up with 3 of them!
Years later this same guy friend/ roommate of mine and I were discussing having children. I told him it would be great if I didn't have to get pregnant and a baby could just show up one day and love me! I actually said this to him a few times. I didn't feel like I was actually making a request to the universe though... I just thought it would be a cool idea. Kind of like how my cat Roscoe just showed up at the door! Maybe a baby could just show up at the door? That would make things a lot easier! Wouldn't it?
Well my friends... it gets weirder... One day around 7 years ago my guy friend asks me if it's okay if he has a baby with another girl. I wasn't very enthusiastic about the idea because I thought we would have a baby together one day, but for some reason I didn't say No. I told him to do whatever he wanted to do. Lo and behold he gets this girl pregnant and they are expecting a girl. For the entire pregnancy I sent reiki energy healing to the growing fetus. And for some reason I felt like it was my baby, without any emotion or attachment to it. I felt no possessiveness at all. I knew the baby wasn't mine... at least biologically. But energetically something else was at play!
So finally the baby was born and I was invited to the hospital to hold her. I cried as soon I walked into the hospital room. My baby had been born! Although I didn't know quite yet that she would actually end up being my baby. But I was very emotional. And when I held her I could feel that she was going to have it rough. I began to tell her that this life wasn't going to be easy. That it's not easy being in a physical body. She began to cry. So I said something like, " Oh no, don't cry, everything is going to be okay. Were going to make sure everything is okay." And then she stopped crying! She understood. I would make sure everything is okay. Because in the future I would become her mother... perhaps we both intuitively knew this.
The whole situation was a strange one. The baby lived with her mother and grandmother. The father lived with me but went over there often to be with his daughter and to help take care of her. For approximately the first two years I would only see photos and videos of the baby. I was never invited over. I wasn't very close to the mother of the baby. In fact, I barely knew her at all! Unfortunately the mother and the grandmother were a bit abusive towards the baby... and they were also abusive towards my guy friend who was the father. It was a difficult situation. I sent lots of reiki energy healing and said lots of prayers for the baby. Although we didn't see one another we were definitely energetically connected. She may have even sensed my presence from a distance. The baby started visiting me (and the dad) at our apartment around the age of 2 or so years old and we immediately bonded. I felt like she was my daughter... once again with no emotion or attachment. No jealousy or envy. No possessiveness. It was just an energetic thing. But the visits ended when the mother placed a restraining order on the father because she didn't feel like he was giving her enough money and doing what she wanted him to do. My guy friend fought long and hard for his daughter over the course of his 4 year restraining order. He actually studied law and learned how to represent himself in court. It was amazing what my friend was able to do!
At some point towards the end of the restraining order the mother gave up and called the father and the baby started visiting us again while the restraining order was still active. The baby was about 5 years old at this point. And she could talk! During these visits we became very close. On the first visit she actually asked her dad if I was her second mom. She wanted me to be her mom! She followed me everywhere and actually seemed more interested in me than in her own father. She wanted me to bathe her and wipe her after she went to the bathroom. It was weird. I wasn't used to being a mom. And being that I'm so sensitive to energy I needed a lot of time away from the baby just to reboot myself. At some point early in these visits, although the baby was very attached to her biological mother, she seemed more interested in being with me than with her own mother. Her mother saw this and started getting jealous! Things took a turn for the worst and the father was back to seeing his daughter at a supervised visitation center!
I'm not going to go through all the crazy details... but in the end my guy friend was awarded full custody of his (our) daughter and the mother unfortunately died of a drug overdose soon after. The baby, now 6 years old, continued living with her grandmother after the death of her daughter up until now. We just permanently moved her in with us this past Friday. My friend asked her if she wanted me to be her new mother and she said "Yes"! Now how's that for the Law of Attraction? The little girl loves me and I love her... still with no emotion... no attachment... no possessiveness! It's the strangest thing! And she's a pisces like me! Actually, all 3 of us are pisces! And in human design the baby is a generator, her dad is a manifestor and I am a projector! Wow! So now I have 3 cats and a daughter! 3 males and 3 females in one household all together! Balanced masculine and feminine energies! Crazy how the universe works right? But even crazier... this little girl is now asking me for a brother or sister! So she just put her order in with the universe! it will be interesting to see how this all plays out in the end! Til next time... I'm a mom!
Jennie H is a Reiki Master Energy Healer, Co-Founder of Self Saviorz Society California Non-Profit 501(c)(3), Poet, Author and Entertainer with goals to help raise the vibration and consciousness of humanity!