Life After Passover...
After partaking in my two powerful kabbalistic passover seders some weird things happened. On Sunday, the day after my 2nd seder, my car didn't start. In reality that's not much of a shocker. I've been dealing with a mysterious battery/ car issue for approximately two years now. However, my new battery was fine for about 5 1/2 weeks, that is until Passover happened and it started to die again. After that, on Monday, the whole door knob on the front door of my apartment fell out in my hand. Now I realize I was dealing with some negative energy because of everything that had happened to me leading up to Passover. And right before Passover I had sent this article: "Vayare'u: It's Okay To Separate Yourself From Those Who Bring You Down!" to a very close family member. I'm sure that the article was a bit of an upsetting shocker for him. I was hoping it would be a wake up call.... That I would finally receive some kind of compassion and understanding. Well, I was hoping... Usually this particular family member gets very upset and angry when I tell him how I feel. This time things were a bit different though. I received a very brief voice message stating that he was glad to hear that I had a good Passover.
I was relieved that I didn't receive an angry message. I actually waited until Passover, the Festival of Matzos, was completely over before I even checked my voice messages. I was anticipating some type of upset message... but hopefully not too upset that I would get upset. I was already a bit nervous and not sure that I should've even sent this article to my relative... I didn't want to feel the backlash. And I always do! So in the end there was no angry message although I could sense a shakiness in my relative's voice from the message he left me. It appeared I had rattled him a bit... but not to the point of him leaving me a long angry message though. I was relieved... but then again I was also a bit disappointed at what appeared to be indifference? Then again, perhaps my relative was just following the age old wisdom of "if you can't say anything nice then don't say anything at all?" Or maybe he just didn't know what to say? Then again, I feel like I've been patiently awaiting a heartfelt apology that will probably never materialize. Not in this lifetime! So I decided that I won't hold my breathe. I'll just apologize to myself for him... "I'm sorry Jennie for everything my wife and I put you through." That's okay Fred. I accept your apology. Let's not let it happen again okay? Okay." Moving along...
By the tail end of Passover (aka the Festival of Matzos) my mentor introduces me to some powerful voodoo music... The first audio I started listening to is called Esu Eshu: The Door Open. This opens the door for the voodoo spirits to enter. Good spirits ofcourse! Ones that help! After listening to this audio three times my spiritual headache began! Yes, it's a powerful audio! The headache began around Day 7 or 8 of Passover so the energy of the day was very magical and intense as well! Then I started listening to a voodoo Money Spell Chant, an Oshun Prosperity Money audio and a voodoo magic audio. The voodoo magic audio invites all the nice helpful voodoo spirits to enter the space, the space being my apartment! The other two audios are self explanatory... they attract abundance! The music was/ is incredibly uplifting! I was told that these audios can be quite dangerous though. If a person with bad intentions listens to these audios it could be quite harmful to them. These audios can even cause death. I was willing to take the risk. I believe I'm a good person. Interestingly enough, the first time I listened to voodoo magic I couldn't stop thinking about a poisonous negative person in my life that I really can't stand and want to have nothing to do with. Negative thoughts about this lady were rapidly rising to the surface of my mind. I think she (or her negative spirits) were being purged out of me? I was being cleansed for sure. It wasn't the most comfortable experience though... I really don't wish to have any thoughts about this lady... But if it's all for the greater good... than okay! So be it!
Then I discovered that the sun had entered Taurus which is ruled by Venus. I performed a solar ritual on my balcony on Sunday, thus welcoming the new Taurus sun! The energy of Taurus brings the arts, pleasure and romance to the forefront... thus intuitively I went back to reading my Marriage Secrets book (the one I borrowed from the Mikvah) right on time!
Speaking of astrology I discovered some new interesting astrological information from my spiritual mentor! Did you know that men gets their menstrual cycles too? LOL! Men gets their periods when the moon is in their sun sign. This lasts about 3-4 days? During this time men should rest, meditate and spend time in nature! As for women....The most powerful time for women is when the sun is in their moon sign! Once again, during this time one should rest, meditate, drink lot's of water and spend time in nature! And if you didn't already know... The New Moon is a time to concentrate on new manifestations. Interestingly, I recently discovered that Judaism has a new moon prayer ritual that many Jews aren't even aware of. In Judaism the new moon phase is called Rosh Chodesh... and it's a very magical time indeed!
Speaking of the moon and Judaism, I recently started reading a most interesting book called "The Sweetest Hour - Tikkun Chatzot: Rebbe Nachman of Breslov on the "Midnight Lament". This book describes a very powerful series of prayers (meditation) that is performed by very serious dedicated Jews late at night. I decided to give it a try... two nights in a row I recited as many prayers as I could muster (in English) and I was able to make myself cry. Crying is part of the ritual. I was crying over the Jewish exile and yearning for redemption. Yes, I was seriously upset. I'm not sure what I was channeling... but it was so powerful that I became depressed and decided that this ritual is just not for me. At least not right now!
Then I discovered what's really going on! None other than Mercury Retrograde ofcourse! Ha ha! I felt it coming about a week ago! lol The shadow phase of Mercury Retrograde just hit on April 25th... two days ago! No wonder I've been feeling depressed the past few days, especially yesterday! No wonder! There's always an energetic reason!
And finally, get ready for this one folks... The first eclipse of the year is approaching. On April 30th, this coming Saturday, there is a new moon (aka Rosh Chodesh) and a partial solar eclipse! And were in the shadow phase of Mercury Retrograde! Are you ready to absorb this super powerful new moon eclipse energy? Til next time! Stay positive! It's not you... You're not going crazy! It's just another Mercury Retrograde! LOL Forgive everyone that hurt you and move on... Life's too short to stay angry! Blessings!
Jennie H is a Reiki Master Energy Healer, Co-Founder of Self Saviorz Society California Non-Profit 501(c)(3), Poet, Author and Entertainer with goals to help raise the vibration and consciousness of humanity!